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Yesterday a new friend of mine asked me if I get lonely – not having a life partner. I do. She said that that was so sad. She wished a wish for me to find a life partner so that I can be happy. I told her I am happy. She could not grasp that. Why is it not possible to feel lonely sometimes but to still be happy? I think it is. My happiness does not come from outside sources. I get happiness from the inside.
I don’t have to have all my boxes ticked to be happy. Is that so wrong? I think she thinks I am lying…..
Further news – I have dumped Toyboy (in a nice way). It just didn’t feel right and warning bells were ringing. I always ignore warning bells and then regret it later. This time I didn’t.
So now is the time to sign up for internet dating…. why am I procrastinating?
You kiss like a dream but I have the feeling you are toying with me……
You should still be mourning me – not screwing the tart that you messed around with and then told me she is not your type. You deny it but I have noticed that you have stopped begging to come home.
I got your letter. I see you still deny me my right to have emotions and feelings. I am glad we are not together. I still love and miss you. How sad.
Dear Mr A
You need to get your act together if you are ever going to have a decent relationship. Be a man, get a spine, make decisions, and don’t let people down. Thank you for still being my friend after I said no.
I am glad you are finally happy. That makes me happy.
I am still mad at you (after 22 years) for being such a bad example to your child. He deserves better.
Where the heck are you? I miss you…