Yesterday a new friend of mine asked me if I get lonely – not having a life partner. I do. She said that that was so sad. She wished a wish for me to find a life partner so that I can be happy. I told her I am happy. She could not grasp that. Why is it not possible to feel lonely sometimes but to still be happy? I think it is. My happiness does not come from outside sources. I get happiness from the inside.
I don’t have to have all my boxes ticked to be happy. Is that so wrong? I think she thinks I am lying…..
Further news – I have dumped Toyboy (in a nice way). It just didn’t feel right and warning bells were ringing. I always ignore warning bells and then regret it later. This time I didn’t.
So now is the time to sign up for internet dating…. why am I procrastinating?